Stood she with a bunch of white roses.
A black veil covered her beautiful face.
Her tears were unseen.
Her sobs were unheard.
She could not fight today to wake him up.
He was sleeping peacefully in shrine.
She knew he wont kiss her.
She knew he wont hug her.
She was left alone to decay.
She knew he was dead.
His deceased body laid beside her.
She didn't will to unhook his little finger.
Her eyes were not blinking.
Wshed remained the tears.
She was dying too.
His silence was hovering.
It frightened her to let him go.
The world seemed so bruised.
The people stared like wolves.
And she knew he was dead.
She felt like screaming aloud.
The melancholy was ruining her comfort.
All his promises were shattered.
To whom would she complain now?
No fingers remained to tickle below her navel.
No chest remained to rest her pain.
No ears remained to listen to her stories.
No eyes remained to see her naked.
He won't caress her tired soul
because she knew he was dead.
She was drenched in horror.
The horror of surviving alone.
She wished somebody killed her.
She wished she could go with him below earth.
A tiny responsibility waited for her.
It was just their baby eight months old.
Smiled it.
Knew nothing about the game of death.
It waited for its mother to smile back
but she cried because she knew he was dead.
The baby missed the coarse arms, it called ''pa''.
But it didn't know he was gone.
It saw him lay with his eyes closed.
It thought he was playing a game.
Called it twice,''pa''.
He didn't response.
Clueless it stared at its mother.
Shamelessly she smiled.
She had a reason for not to end up.
Though she knew he was dead.
She had this innocent angel he gifted her.
She let his hand leave hers.
She winded up her sad soul.
She wished she had some more memories to live with.
She picked their baby up in her arms.
She promised she won't ever look back.
She was dead from within but she didn't stink.
She kissed her life back.
She smiled and let him go in peace.
since she knew he was dead.
Remembering someone....best wishes
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